Two and a Final one.

Finally, I have found the time to write up a post! 

The thought of penning down this post was a hard one. Never had I believe or thought that I would use a blog to express the feelings within me. But it seems that people will change as time goes by, even someone like me whom has never been a fan of starting a blog, has started one today.

I will first begin by explaining what the “Two” means in my post. This “Two” refers to two events that happened some time ago and both events held great significance and of great importance to my life. I felt that these two events were like catalyst to my phase of maturing and growing-up.

Without the two events happening, I may still behave like a small boy with naïve thoughts flowing through my mind – that everything in life is simple and things can be changed if I want them to be. These could be considered as the upside to the occurrence of the two events. However, deep down in my heart, I am neither glad nor wanted it to happen. I am filled with grave regrets.

So what exactly were the two events? They were my past relationships. I had never wanted to bring up these pasts to my family or even to my friends. I would only share once I am prompted to. Since I felt that it was something very personal and I am responsible for it. Henceforth, the more I feel that no one should share the pain together with me. 

I would like to take this opportunity to say that, “I am very appreciative and glad that we were once part of each other's life, and I vowed that I really appreciate for everything the both of you have done. I will always pray and hope the best for the both of you in anything you do in your life" The both of you will never be forgotten in my life.

At this point of reading, I believe you guys have an idea to what is meant by “The Final one”……

Yes, it just means that my next girlfriend will be the final one. Although I can never predict what will happen in the future but I am confident and assured enough that I will give my very best in finding and wait for the right one to appear.

No matter how long it takes for me to find her, I will wait. Meanwhile, waiting for her to surface or appear in my life, I will work hard on fulfilling my current priorities and responsibilities.